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Surprisingly, i keep remembering this date since yesterday. And its hurt. haha.
This is the saddest year ever. It should be the dead end since 2015 but im still here.
though i did take steps i am still here. i pray, but i am still here. being here also something.
if it does not have any meaning, it will be long forgotten?
I watched untitled~ yay~ i have so much things to complain xD
I am changed. But enjoying it. This time most of the song is not in my liking.
I also not listen to the album much.
For me its more like kpop song? the beat and lyrics maybe? i dont know or it just me...
But it hit me about the pairing. I love the idea about the solo more.
But I probably wont watch nino solo performance alone. (will watch later but maybe took long time)
He with aiba and other pair, somehow save me.
Through the concert video whenever i remember, i feel sad and wanna cry.
Weird to feel like that cause i know and my tears wont fall either but the feeling torture me.
Song for me part and so on, i feel asleep. True or not i remember that part about that corrupted women. Haha.
so im not watching the full show. Need to continue later.
I didnt forget this part when i saw the smile and the teasing (ohhh..my ohmiya heart).
Bring me back of my past memory (not that long though)
Because of the concert, i got a dream about the tsunami but everything is the snow?
Scary..whenever i got the tsunami dream its always scary and everything will involve me and my family ><
but i always survive. somehow...
Back to the concert...
I hope i can download the big files one. >///<
And i hope i can enjoy it more. Soon or later. Like the other concert.
cause i know its still there.
Lastly,
Happy Birthday
Ninomiya Kazunari.
I tried but....Rumors or not. It seem true.
I truly hate her with all my heart and pray bad for her.
Her act hurt some people and well she old enough to act like a girl.
Fans? They can go to whenever they want. Huh, im tired of them.
At the end, i don't care and follow the hurt people.
I feel bad for them too.
Because of her,that bring you along somehow.
But i like to see success in your future career.
All the best for you.
[ Please Married Ohno Satoshi Instead of her please-
] 
Why do i saw this in my fg facebook?
Its a nice words
. It just me black heart not accept and redha. I pray someday i will insyallah. 
This is the saddest year ever. It should be the dead end since 2015 but im still here.
though i did take steps i am still here. i pray, but i am still here. being here also something.
if it does not have any meaning, it will be long forgotten?
I watched untitled~ yay~ i have so much things to complain xD
I am changed. But enjoying it. This time most of the song is not in my liking.
I also not listen to the album much.
For me its more like kpop song? the beat and lyrics maybe? i dont know or it just me...
But it hit me about the pairing. I love the idea about the solo more.
But I probably wont watch nino solo performance alone. (will watch later but maybe took long time)
He with aiba and other pair, somehow save me.
Through the concert video whenever i remember, i feel sad and wanna cry.
Weird to feel like that cause i know and my tears wont fall either but the feeling torture me.
Song for me part and so on, i feel asleep. True or not i remember that part about that corrupted women. Haha.
so im not watching the full show. Need to continue later.
I didnt forget this part when i saw the smile and the teasing (ohhh..my ohmiya heart).
Bring me back of my past memory (not that long though)
Because of the concert, i got a dream about the tsunami but everything is the snow?
Scary..whenever i got the tsunami dream its always scary and everything will involve me and my family ><
but i always survive. somehow...
Back to the concert...
I hope i can download the big files one. >///<
And i hope i can enjoy it more. Soon or later. Like the other concert.
cause i know its still there.
Lastly,
Happy Birthday
Ninomiya Kazunari. I tried but....Rumors or not. It seem true.
I truly hate her with all my heart and pray bad for her.
Her act hurt some people and well she old enough to act like a girl.
Fans? They can go to whenever they want. Huh, im tired of them.
At the end, i don't care and follow the hurt people.
I feel bad for them too.
Because of her,that bring you along somehow.
But i like to see success in your future career.
All the best for you. [ Please Married Ohno Satoshi Instead of her please-
] Why do i saw this in my fg facebook?
Its a nice words
. It just me black heart not accept and redha. I pray someday i will insyallah. 
