#062 - Rambling and HBD! AM!
Dec. 26th, 2017 01:26 pmLet it go or it bother me some more…
1. 1. Shinee member. First I saw it, I think he pass out inside his house and been found unconscious. (im not into it, so I took it that way) then I saw more in twitter and he dead and because of depression. To know he same age as me just shocking. I can only pity him. Yes, people easily said seek for help. And i can see fans around open up to be talked to if they depressed. But i doubt, if they real of just following trend. and will simply ignore them when things not relate to them. Just saying wont help, people around need to give support and realize it sooner, they won’t do that by themselves-seek for help- they think they will be ok, until thing get worst. And fake friends around wont help either. Depression can be any reason. But most people only want to be happy think, and not everything can make us happy. Complicated. With this incident I think im more open up now about Korean group. I hope his sacrifice won’t be waste and people be more aware of it.
2. 2. Okada and Miyazaki. I just can’t believe it. Ade Nampak mami hepi? Lol.. well they reported dating before.. That why I believe in rumors.. and the latest rumors.. I like … ah…. Im heartbreaking. I know I shouldn’t and need to let it go. But it not enough to convince me. I hate when I am in this situation. I feel like a bad fan. So the solution I can come up right now, is enjoy with limitation. I hope it works. Let see. If I see them is the same as I other group. Its mean Im ok. Fully leaving is not a way cause it make my cough and flu worst and ive been trying since years back. And based on my observation fans that genuinely accept this is someone who has family, and great working life and also supported other group, so i think it wont be problem to them. I dont that have those.. so that my problem.. urgh...
4. 3. Since im sick like crazy on 24 which been a months or years since I feel it. No birthday wish. So here, Happy Birthday Aiba Masaki!. Another great year and more fanservice with sho please. Happy 35th Birthday.
cut and paste!. Birthday wish will start again on sho birthday. This cycle not stopping ne ~ :b