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 Huh….To post or not post also be a problem -_-

Let it go or it bother me some more…

1.      1.  Shinee member. First I saw it, I think he pass out inside his house and been found unconscious. (im not into it, so I took it that way) then I saw more in twitter and he dead and because of depression. To know he same age as me just shocking. I can only pity him. Yes, people easily said seek for help. And i can see fans around open up to be talked to if  they depressed. But i doubt, if they real of just following trend. and will simply ignore them when things not relate to them. Just saying wont help, people around need to give support and realize it sooner, they won’t do that by themselves-seek for help- they think they will be ok, until thing get worst. And fake friends around wont help either. Depression can be any  reason. But most people only want to be happy  think, and not everything can make us happy. Complicated. With this incident I think im more open up now about Korean group. I hope his sacrifice won’t be waste and people be more aware of it.

2.     2.   Okada and Miyazaki. I just can’t believe it. Ade Nampak mami hepi? Lol.. well they reported dating before.. That why I believe in rumors.. and the latest rumors.. I like … ah…. Im heartbreaking. I know I shouldn’t and need to let it go. But it not enough to convince me. I hate when I am in this situation. I feel like a bad fan. So the solution I can come up right now, is enjoy with limitation. I hope it works. Let see. If I see them is the same as I other group. Its mean Im ok. Fully leaving is not a way cause it make my cough and flu worst and ive been trying since years back.   And based on my observation fans that genuinely accept this is someone who has family, and great working life and also supported other group, so i think it wont be problem to them. I dont that have those.. so that my problem.. urgh...

4.     3.  Since im sick like crazy on 24 which been a months or years since I feel it. No birthday wish. So here, Happy Birthday Aiba Masaki!. Another great year and more fanservice with sho please. Happy 35th Birthday.



cut and paste!. Birthday wish will start again on sho birthday. This cycle not stopping ne ~ :b


 

 

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While waiting for the dl mag to edit for J's Birthday. Let me blabbing about Today. 

Last day of work.

  • Take a leave today. So i just went to Office to say goodbye. While going around , end up 30m++ there teaching staff that will be continuing my career. lol. Im bad at explaining so, my boss the one that do the explanation.   
  • While say sorry, there this sister kinda have high level position which we did have argument before, end up argue but still end well. Hahaha. 
  • Meet at the Big big boss, He say good, but i didnt say goodbye to him. too scared.   The account and hr did advice me to come back but well, the acc person said the salary for new and old not change much , so well you know  
  • My boss is the best. She give me a gift  , also there this sister give me perfume . They nice to me 
  • I dont know  how well i did but this something new to me. The feel meeting people that you never think care and they send you with encouraging words. I wish i can be somehow like them. Cause im avoiding this to prevent me from crying ><
  • Insyallah, Ill do my Best!
Paradigm - Mumon 2 

Settle at the office went to pay traffic summons at post office. Means walking from office Laman Seri to Giant  Took around 30 mins? Hurm im not calculating how long it took, so i dont know. 

Wait for the Bus After i decided to watch mumon. Took Around 50 mins waiting for the Bus!! The way to lrt glenmarie not more than 30m i guess.  At the LRT. Im proudly took the one to putra height. Next station i arrived feel so weird cause i thought it the right one . Thanks MIRA for the guide    Take another LRT to Gombak , Arrive at Kelana Jaya and Took Rapid Bus, Cause i dont see the free one. -_- But the bus man really nice to me.  

Arrived at paradigm. i walk for 5 mins. Inside, im LOST again. wakakaka. I dont see the big ... big.. tony. tony right? i cant find the booths walk and at last found it. i want to buy the tix with rm 25 but they not open the booth, or lunch? So leave me no choice to just bought the ticket at price 30. It already 1 pm dayo  AT GSC meet wan n sensei. 

I enjoy the movie this time. It more fun to watch. i dont know why. I can say im immerse in the movie. At the chinen part, it really hearbreaking T_T ( *hug him) Then MY PHONE RING. WTH. I still cant forgot how panic i was. First i wonder who phone ring. Then its mine with annoying sound - it not even tsunagu . My phone always in silent mode, i know people wont call me. I just put it in vibrate after i arrive at kelana jaya in case my sis call - i thought her at first  . i did check it. I dint understand why its ringing. That is why i hate to put my phone in vibrate or ringing mode.  Silent is the best! That kill all my mood. Totally. It hard to go back to the movie. Still im glad i did. But kuyashiiii !!! 

Then i know who the culprit. Perfect time to call ne. But well XL for me. Cause i pay RM 150 

Insyallah I want to go tomorrow but let see. If my budget and time and friend go. Ill go. 
Maybe watch for the last one. Without interruption from my phone.

Things i dont want Happen. Already Happen.
So, For Today. hontouni Sumimasen deshita 
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Heard about this, but first time experience. Listen it happen around village. But this first time for our house. This like season. There also news about pocong but Ya Allah please avoid me from them. 

My house never been invaded. First victim is my mother, 1-2 months ago  but we thought she misplace the money, second is my father which happen last week and when he said,  it confirm not because of misplace. Last victim is my sister, last week also. Some Rm 1s but she remembers. She just take money from bank in the morning, at home she put the RM 1s aside and keep the rest of money inside her back pocket. When she wanna buy food for me, it’s gone. Not blaming people in the house causes the elements of search and put it back nicely isn’t there, and we not going anywhere, inside the house. If it is family members, things should happen years ago.

Damn this person. If he/she working, why still doing harms to other for own good. People earn the money. Who know what challenges we have to face in workplace? I don’t think I lost some. I don’t know maybe because I hung the gintama one at my wallet. xD  I don’t even remember how much my money. So I collect every place I remember I put the money and keep it in bank.

Some hours later, only some left inside my bank.  This is because toyol i bought mumon ticket. xD

 Better than I leave it to the culprit and enjoy my money. I also can’t get good sleep because I keep on thinking that THING. Urgh >:(

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Im going to spam.
In advance, Sorry if i disturb your TL. m(_ _)m
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yaaaaaaa-daaaaa.....
i need to wake up early in morning after full week wake up late. huhuhu

at same time excited.
i didnt sleep today. stay at living room. waiting for people to come, but none.
why when i wait they didnt come???

anyway manage to save precious picture from bucket while i wait
delete the folder i already take.
still gif left. maybe continue tomorrow i hope. cause need to do, one by one.

for save keep ill just re-up to facebook 1st.
let see what i can do.

for reup project.
i need to wait for new quota on 16. >////<
it reach yellow line now.
And i still didnt dl last week shiyagare and vsa.... also, pv, making, single, and music day >////<
just if  there some left, ill continue re-up. hope its ok.

Im shivering when i read the reply.
Not wrong. True.
Really appreciate the help.
Thank You.

booklet.
did anyone share tsunagu booklet?
dont see any around....

and what now...?
nothing for now. hahaha.
let sleep.

Good Night.
Oyasumi.
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 i think because it fails before.  hahahahaa

saturday
bought hd. i think i can accept it now and use it. If im not, dont know its ok or not.
transferring some unsort and unknown video because no space anymore in laptop. -_-
and its scary after transferring not much space left here.

sunday
lazy around because sis didnt want go out

monday-today
jjj and got clearfile and what it is bandana?
i thought people buy it but no. its cute kissumai one.
also 24tshirt i bought without thinking if it fit me and 
i already have one...lol

realize i cut ohno hair in header. why i did that? the unedit picture have it.
will be troublesome to edit. depend on my mood if i do one.
or just leave it that way. sorry ohno. hahahaha.

and now dont wanna sleep cause tomorrow need to work T__T

btw, it nice listen to arashi for such long time.
shuuuh away sad problematic feeling.
hard when have complicated family.
problems cant be settle.
i think nothing will be change. 
ill pray. that only my way.

emmm.. i think there lot of arashi new song i didnt listen and know which is very good song.
depend on mood ...hohoho...

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